Apologies & Mistakes..

Life is what we make it, but that doesn't mean that when me commit a mistake it was really our fault. There are things that we don not want to happen, but unluckily, it happens in a way we don't expect...

Before i was trying to pull myself out of love, i am having a hard time to forget someone but now, i don't know, i met someone ,and he is a good guy, so sweet, so caring , so thoughtful.. almost everything that you are looking for on a man. almost everything..i thought he was my soul mate, i already found my counterpart, maybe because we were just of the same age.. maybe yes i found him already..
But i had a big mistake, a mistake that led him to go away,and somehow forget me..
We talked and we were ok, then after a day, we were not ok again, i thought that the talks we had, had paved the anger away , but it didn't, sabi niya sa akin "hindi sana tayo ganito kung hindi nagawa yon, kung hindi nangyari yon.."

I already did my part, i apologized, but if it wasn't enough, i don't know what else to do. My friends told me that it was not that big mistake, we were not yet a lover and yet he is acting like one, but for me, i don't want him to go , i don't want to lose him. But if this is what he wants, maybe this is the time to say , that yes i am giving up, I love Him, and i am happy when he is around.. but if he is not .. then maybe it's the end..

"We have to realize that love is not enough to make a relationship work, We need trust, respect, time effort and total commitment. if a person doesn't show respect, doesn't earn your trust, and cannot keep a promise. Then No matter how many times they say "i love you ", those words will be empty! Take time to listen to what they don't say, Take time to look at what they don't show, because there are secrets hidden beneath words! So don't let passion but wisdom decide for you.. love wisely because its never easy to love and get hurt.."

This is the text he sent me.. I don't know what else to say.. all i know is that I Love Him...