I Love Myself!!
Monday, October 04, 2004
In Love ako Sayo!!!!!!!!!!
source:www.femalenetwork.com
Ikaw… mahal kita… oo… ikaw, hindi mo ba nakikita? Sabagay okay lang, wala naman kasi akong balak ipahalata sayo. Magkaibigan tayo diba, kung malaman mo, baka bigla mo nalang akong layuan...Baka bigla mo pa akong iwasan. Malayo ka na nga, lalayo ka pa, kaya eto ako, dumidistansya at hindi gumagalaw para hindi mo ko mapansin. Meron kang mata diba? Kung manhid ka at wala kang nararamdaman, at least meron ka paring dalawang mata. Umaaligid sa mga taong papadating. Liliko sa bawat babaeng makita mong maganda, pipikit pag nasisilaw, lalaki pag nagugulat, at kikinang pag may chicks na dadaan. Yang mga mata mo! Linchak yan eh! Galit ako dyan sa mga mata mo! Kundi dahil dyan, nananahimik siguro ako ngayon. Eh kaso, ano pa bang magagawa ko. Una ko palang makita yan eh naakit na ako. Palibhasa kulay brown. Pilipino kasi black lang ang mata. Leche!! Ewan ko ba! As if naman tisoy ka! Mas Moreno ka pa kaya sakin! Ewan ko ba kung saan mo nakuha yang mala tsokolate mong mga mata! Naalala ko tuloy ung una kitang nakita, isang sulyap mula sa iyo, natunaw ako… ayun! Tawagin mo na itong love at first sight o ano, basta alam ko lang, may nakita akong hindi nakikita ng iba… Ako? May mata din ako! Huwag mo sabihing hindi mo ito nakikita? Etong mga mata ko, eto pa nga yung tinutukso ng brkada natin na “KUMIKISLAP” tuwing binabanggit nila ang pangalan mo. Etong kambal na bilog na ito, kumukinang pag nakikita ka. Ewan ko ba kung kumikirat ba ito, lumiliit, naluluha o para bang nagkaka glitters basta ba ikaw ang laman ng usapan. Pag ikaw ang topic hala! Sige!!! Kislap na ng kislap! Daig pa ang mga kumikinang na parol tuwing Pasko… “Uy alam mo ba si Yan….” Ang sabi nila habang ting!! ting!! ting!! Boom!!! Ayun!!! Mala falling star sa liwanag ang mata ko! Diba nga, nung isang sabado na nag party yung kabarkada natin, nag make up to the maximum extra power pa ang lola mo! Ha!!! Nag smokey eyes ako nun loko ka! Dahil sayo! Nagpaganda ako! Para lang mapansin mo man lang ako ng katiting. Tsong! Gamitin mo naman kasi yang mga mata mo para makita mo ko! Tingnan mo kaya ako! Yung damit ko walang hiya, binili ko pa yan sa Rustans! (buti kamo sale!) at yung kwintas ko?!? Biro mo, sa Bangkok ko pa binili! Aba! International edition na ata ang inabot ko para lang maimpress ka pero ewan ko ba kung gumagana! Hot oil to the max din ako. Hello!!! Wag mo sabihing di mo naamoy ang buhok ko! Sandamakmak na cream ang ipinalagay ko para abot kabilang kanto ang amoy. Eh diba nga nung nagpa group pic tayo, nandun ka lang sa likod ko!!! Wag mo sabihing di mo naamoy o di mo man lang nakita ang silky black extra long hair ko? Linchak yan! Kalagitnaan ng party, nagpapicture tayong dalawa. Ay sus ginoo!!! Nung nadevelop ung picture nagulat ako sa mga nakita ko! Ung mga mata ko nga kumikslap! For the first time nagka pruweba nadin ako na kumikinang nga ang mga mata ko. Akala ko kasi tinutukso lang nila ako sa mga mata ko! Totoo pala. Sabi pa nga nila, pati din daw ung mata mo may kislap. Na never pa daw nilang nakita ang mga mata mo na ganyan ka kinang. Ang sarap sarap pakinggan pero tinigil ko kagad sila! Sabi ko – “asa pa ko” sila naman, dakdak parin ng dakdak! Feeling daw nila meron! Eh kung I-scotch tape ko kaya mga bibig nila! Wala nga sabi eh!!! Sabi ko... Kaso pag uwi ko, tiningnan ko ulit ung pic, at pasekretong tinanong ko sa sarili na “meron nga ba?”.. namuti ang mata ko sa kakatingin sa picture natin. Mukhang meron ngang kislap sa mata mo kaso ayoko nang umasa. Baka masaktan lang ako sa huli. Wag nalang… Isang lingo ang lumipas, may debut na naman tayong pinuntahan (kabarkada ulit natin). Ay! Todo super to the extra maximum power times three carry one ang pag papaganda ko! Nagpa hot oil ako ulit! (at hindi lang regular treatment noh, protein na ata!) at ngayon, hindi na ako nag smokey eyes tutal di naman umepek ung pa smokey smokey eyes ko sayo eh. This time, naglagay na lang ako ng shimmer eye make up. Basta in short, mukha akong fairy. Ika nga, to add up to the spark. Isipin mo, kung totoo nga ung sinasabi nilang kumikislap ang mata ko pag nakikita kita, plus ung shimmer/glittery make up na meron ako that night, di kaya magmukha na akong Christmas tree nun sa sobrang kinang ko? Wag naman sana! Emcee ako nun kaya as usual, nauna akong pumunta. Isang oras ang lumipas ay nakita na kitang dumating, kasabay mo ung best friend mo at ung pinsan niya at yung boyfriend niya, in short, kasama mo ung iba pa nating kabarkada… ay Diyos ko po! Kung nakikita mo siguro ung puso ko nun, tumatalbog sa tuwa in tune of Gary V.’s shout for joy! Kulang nalang magtumbling yung puso ko sa loob ng dibdib ko eh. At alam mo ba, pagdating niyo, alam mo sabi sakin ng kasama mo, ang ganda ko daw. Nanlaki pa nga ung mga mata ni amiga at bigla akong hinug.. “Ang ganda mo”. Nangasim mukha ko kasi nagulat ako sa reaction niya…ganun ba talaga ko kaganda. At take note, dahil po yan sayo! Lahat ng make up at gastos at damit ko para lang naman sayo! Yung best friend mo din, sabi maganda daw ako. Sabay hug… hay!!! Buti pa sila! Buti pa sila napansin ako! Buti pa sila nakita ako!!! Kamuntik na kitang tadjakan buti nalang pinansin mo din ako… kaso “hi” lang… pero at least may kasamang beso! (ambulansya nga! Kala ko mahihimatay ako!) Nung dinner, magkatabi tayo, sabay pa nga tayong kumuha ng pagkain diba, palibhasa nahihiya ka! (buti nalang nahihiya ka, at least may excuse akong samahan ka pumila!) Ang sweet sweet daw natin sabi nila. “Bagay kayo” sabi ng iba… ako naman parang shock absorber dahil absorb lang ako ng absorb ng lahat ng sinasabi nila. Buti pa sila napapansin yun! Buti pa sila nakikita na bagay tayo, buti pa sila nakikita na ang sweet natin. Buti pa sila nakikita na “PARANG” meron ka daw feelings for me. buti pa sila nakikita ang mga mata ko na masaya. Buti pa sila napapansin na maganda ako kahit sa gabing iyon. Buti pa sila… buti pa sila… diba pwedeng maging ganun ka din? Parang sila? Bago matapos ang gabi, nagpa picture tayo ulit. Tayong dalawa lang. “your eyes.. I can see it in your eyes” sabi nila ulit… obvious na obvious na siguro sa mata ko na gustong gusto kita noh? Ikaw naman hindi mo nakikita… Susunod na araw, nag chukaran galore kami ni amiga sa phone, pati ung boyfriend niya nakausap ko. Alam mo sabi sakin? Nakita daw nila ikaw kagabi na tumitingin sakin. pasulyap sulyap. Ayokong manilwala eh kaso…. Ummm… pano ba ito… sige na nga, aaminin ko na, pati kasi ako nahuli kita, nakatingin din sakin. kapal ko noh? Pero hindi naman sinungaling ang mga mata ko. Nakita kita, unang beses, habang nageemcee ako, tumingin ako sayo nung sinabi ko ang word na “mysterious” (mysteroious ka kasi eh) kaso nahuli kita, nakatingin, tinanggal mo pa nga mga mata mo sakin nung nagkatinginan tayo. Panglawa, nung nasa gitna ako, nahuli din kita, ulit, nakaw na tingin. Yung isa ko ding kaibigan, bago matapos ang gabi nilapitan ako, sabi niya lagi mo daw akong tinitingnan. Bakit ganun? Nahuhuli ka nilang tinitingnan ako? Ikaw? Hindi mo ba kayang hulihin ang sarili mo na tinitingnan ako…? Nung nakita ko ung mga picture nung debut ilang araw makalipas, nagprint kaagad ako. Iba ka talaga. Ang gwapo mo. how I wish akin ka. Ako naman, tiningnan ko ulit ang mga mata ko. Tama nga sila, may kinang nanaman ito! Kahit ako nakikita ko na… bakit ganun… ako, nakikita ko na ang mga kislap sa mata ko tuwing magkasama tayo… ung mga kaibigan natin, may nakikita din sakin.. maganda DAW ako… sobra daw ang kislap sa mata ko. Kita daw sa mga mata ko na masaya ako lalo na nung dumating ka. Buti pa sila, nakikita nila ako. Nasusulyapan, namamasid at napapansin… bakit ikaw, may mata ka naman diba? Bakit ba hindi mo ko kayang makita? pansinin mo naman ako. Tingnan mo ko!!! May dalawa kang mata diba!!!......... ay t****!!! Bakit ba ngayon ko lang naisip…bobo ko noh, ngayon ko lang narealize… kaya mo ko hindi makita kasi kahit na may mata, bulag ka nga pala!!!
Ikaw… mahal kita… oo… ikaw, hindi mo ba nakikita? Sabagay okay lang, wala naman kasi akong balak ipahalata sayo. Magkaibigan tayo diba, kung malaman mo, baka bigla mo nalang akong layuan...Baka bigla mo pa akong iwasan. Malayo ka na nga, lalayo ka pa, kaya eto ako, dumidistansya at hindi gumagalaw para hindi mo ko mapansin. Meron kang mata diba? Kung manhid ka at wala kang nararamdaman, at least meron ka paring dalawang mata. Umaaligid sa mga taong papadating. Liliko sa bawat babaeng makita mong maganda, pipikit pag nasisilaw, lalaki pag nagugulat, at kikinang pag may chicks na dadaan. Yang mga mata mo! Linchak yan eh! Galit ako dyan sa mga mata mo! Kundi dahil dyan, nananahimik siguro ako ngayon. Eh kaso, ano pa bang magagawa ko. Una ko palang makita yan eh naakit na ako. Palibhasa kulay brown. Pilipino kasi black lang ang mata. Leche!! Ewan ko ba! As if naman tisoy ka! Mas Moreno ka pa kaya sakin! Ewan ko ba kung saan mo nakuha yang mala tsokolate mong mga mata! Naalala ko tuloy ung una kitang nakita, isang sulyap mula sa iyo, natunaw ako… ayun! Tawagin mo na itong love at first sight o ano, basta alam ko lang, may nakita akong hindi nakikita ng iba… Ako? May mata din ako! Huwag mo sabihing hindi mo ito nakikita? Etong mga mata ko, eto pa nga yung tinutukso ng brkada natin na “KUMIKISLAP” tuwing binabanggit nila ang pangalan mo. Etong kambal na bilog na ito, kumukinang pag nakikita ka. Ewan ko ba kung kumikirat ba ito, lumiliit, naluluha o para bang nagkaka glitters basta ba ikaw ang laman ng usapan. Pag ikaw ang topic hala! Sige!!! Kislap na ng kislap! Daig pa ang mga kumikinang na parol tuwing Pasko… “Uy alam mo ba si Yan….” Ang sabi nila habang ting!! ting!! ting!! Boom!!! Ayun!!! Mala falling star sa liwanag ang mata ko! Diba nga, nung isang sabado na nag party yung kabarkada natin, nag make up to the maximum extra power pa ang lola mo! Ha!!! Nag smokey eyes ako nun loko ka! Dahil sayo! Nagpaganda ako! Para lang mapansin mo man lang ako ng katiting. Tsong! Gamitin mo naman kasi yang mga mata mo para makita mo ko! Tingnan mo kaya ako! Yung damit ko walang hiya, binili ko pa yan sa Rustans! (buti kamo sale!) at yung kwintas ko?!? Biro mo, sa Bangkok ko pa binili! Aba! International edition na ata ang inabot ko para lang maimpress ka pero ewan ko ba kung gumagana! Hot oil to the max din ako. Hello!!! Wag mo sabihing di mo naamoy ang buhok ko! Sandamakmak na cream ang ipinalagay ko para abot kabilang kanto ang amoy. Eh diba nga nung nagpa group pic tayo, nandun ka lang sa likod ko!!! Wag mo sabihing di mo naamoy o di mo man lang nakita ang silky black extra long hair ko? Linchak yan! Kalagitnaan ng party, nagpapicture tayong dalawa. Ay sus ginoo!!! Nung nadevelop ung picture nagulat ako sa mga nakita ko! Ung mga mata ko nga kumikslap! For the first time nagka pruweba nadin ako na kumikinang nga ang mga mata ko. Akala ko kasi tinutukso lang nila ako sa mga mata ko! Totoo pala. Sabi pa nga nila, pati din daw ung mata mo may kislap. Na never pa daw nilang nakita ang mga mata mo na ganyan ka kinang. Ang sarap sarap pakinggan pero tinigil ko kagad sila! Sabi ko – “asa pa ko” sila naman, dakdak parin ng dakdak! Feeling daw nila meron! Eh kung I-scotch tape ko kaya mga bibig nila! Wala nga sabi eh!!! Sabi ko... Kaso pag uwi ko, tiningnan ko ulit ung pic, at pasekretong tinanong ko sa sarili na “meron nga ba?”.. namuti ang mata ko sa kakatingin sa picture natin. Mukhang meron ngang kislap sa mata mo kaso ayoko nang umasa. Baka masaktan lang ako sa huli. Wag nalang… Isang lingo ang lumipas, may debut na naman tayong pinuntahan (kabarkada ulit natin). Ay! Todo super to the extra maximum power times three carry one ang pag papaganda ko! Nagpa hot oil ako ulit! (at hindi lang regular treatment noh, protein na ata!) at ngayon, hindi na ako nag smokey eyes tutal di naman umepek ung pa smokey smokey eyes ko sayo eh. This time, naglagay na lang ako ng shimmer eye make up. Basta in short, mukha akong fairy. Ika nga, to add up to the spark. Isipin mo, kung totoo nga ung sinasabi nilang kumikislap ang mata ko pag nakikita kita, plus ung shimmer/glittery make up na meron ako that night, di kaya magmukha na akong Christmas tree nun sa sobrang kinang ko? Wag naman sana! Emcee ako nun kaya as usual, nauna akong pumunta. Isang oras ang lumipas ay nakita na kitang dumating, kasabay mo ung best friend mo at ung pinsan niya at yung boyfriend niya, in short, kasama mo ung iba pa nating kabarkada… ay Diyos ko po! Kung nakikita mo siguro ung puso ko nun, tumatalbog sa tuwa in tune of Gary V.’s shout for joy! Kulang nalang magtumbling yung puso ko sa loob ng dibdib ko eh. At alam mo ba, pagdating niyo, alam mo sabi sakin ng kasama mo, ang ganda ko daw. Nanlaki pa nga ung mga mata ni amiga at bigla akong hinug.. “Ang ganda mo”. Nangasim mukha ko kasi nagulat ako sa reaction niya…ganun ba talaga ko kaganda. At take note, dahil po yan sayo! Lahat ng make up at gastos at damit ko para lang naman sayo! Yung best friend mo din, sabi maganda daw ako. Sabay hug… hay!!! Buti pa sila! Buti pa sila napansin ako! Buti pa sila nakita ako!!! Kamuntik na kitang tadjakan buti nalang pinansin mo din ako… kaso “hi” lang… pero at least may kasamang beso! (ambulansya nga! Kala ko mahihimatay ako!) Nung dinner, magkatabi tayo, sabay pa nga tayong kumuha ng pagkain diba, palibhasa nahihiya ka! (buti nalang nahihiya ka, at least may excuse akong samahan ka pumila!) Ang sweet sweet daw natin sabi nila. “Bagay kayo” sabi ng iba… ako naman parang shock absorber dahil absorb lang ako ng absorb ng lahat ng sinasabi nila. Buti pa sila napapansin yun! Buti pa sila nakikita na bagay tayo, buti pa sila nakikita na ang sweet natin. Buti pa sila nakikita na “PARANG” meron ka daw feelings for me. buti pa sila nakikita ang mga mata ko na masaya. Buti pa sila napapansin na maganda ako kahit sa gabing iyon. Buti pa sila… buti pa sila… diba pwedeng maging ganun ka din? Parang sila? Bago matapos ang gabi, nagpa picture tayo ulit. Tayong dalawa lang. “your eyes.. I can see it in your eyes” sabi nila ulit… obvious na obvious na siguro sa mata ko na gustong gusto kita noh? Ikaw naman hindi mo nakikita… Susunod na araw, nag chukaran galore kami ni amiga sa phone, pati ung boyfriend niya nakausap ko. Alam mo sabi sakin? Nakita daw nila ikaw kagabi na tumitingin sakin. pasulyap sulyap. Ayokong manilwala eh kaso…. Ummm… pano ba ito… sige na nga, aaminin ko na, pati kasi ako nahuli kita, nakatingin din sakin. kapal ko noh? Pero hindi naman sinungaling ang mga mata ko. Nakita kita, unang beses, habang nageemcee ako, tumingin ako sayo nung sinabi ko ang word na “mysterious” (mysteroious ka kasi eh) kaso nahuli kita, nakatingin, tinanggal mo pa nga mga mata mo sakin nung nagkatinginan tayo. Panglawa, nung nasa gitna ako, nahuli din kita, ulit, nakaw na tingin. Yung isa ko ding kaibigan, bago matapos ang gabi nilapitan ako, sabi niya lagi mo daw akong tinitingnan. Bakit ganun? Nahuhuli ka nilang tinitingnan ako? Ikaw? Hindi mo ba kayang hulihin ang sarili mo na tinitingnan ako…? Nung nakita ko ung mga picture nung debut ilang araw makalipas, nagprint kaagad ako. Iba ka talaga. Ang gwapo mo. how I wish akin ka. Ako naman, tiningnan ko ulit ang mga mata ko. Tama nga sila, may kinang nanaman ito! Kahit ako nakikita ko na… bakit ganun… ako, nakikita ko na ang mga kislap sa mata ko tuwing magkasama tayo… ung mga kaibigan natin, may nakikita din sakin.. maganda DAW ako… sobra daw ang kislap sa mata ko. Kita daw sa mga mata ko na masaya ako lalo na nung dumating ka. Buti pa sila, nakikita nila ako. Nasusulyapan, namamasid at napapansin… bakit ikaw, may mata ka naman diba? Bakit ba hindi mo ko kayang makita? pansinin mo naman ako. Tingnan mo ko!!! May dalawa kang mata diba!!!......... ay t****!!! Bakit ba ngayon ko lang naisip…bobo ko noh, ngayon ko lang narealize… kaya mo ko hindi makita kasi kahit na may mata, bulag ka nga pala!!!
Things I learned From Loving Him
source:www.femalenetwork.com
My greatest fear in life is neither death nor not ever finding my ideal man. Rather, it's finding the exact opposite of my ideals, living and falling madly in love with him, and casting all else aside. Some days, it's the scariest thought that keeps me awake in the wee small hours of the morning. Love is an adrenaline rush, an exhilirating roller coaster ride that makes you brave enough to dare and dream. It a wonderful experience to feel it. It brings you happiness, jealousy, sadness, excitement and every other emotion that makes you human and feel alive. Here are my two-cents worth of learnings from loving. Love has to be tested. As fire purifies gold, trials and difficulties can either strengthen the love you feel or ultimately show you that this love isn't true. It's always easy to love a person when everything between you is calm and okay. However, it is difficult to love someone when you are going through tough times. It's difficult to love a person when the world seems to pull the two of you in different directions. If you are able to rise above the challenges, with your love for each other unwavering, then consider yourself, blessed beyond measure. Love is defined by balanced exposure. You can't really be sure if love is what you feel if you're always together doing the same things. You'll know it's love if after being away from each other for some time, if after meeting different people and if after pursuing your own passions in life, and you still carry the torch for the same man or woman, that's love. Absence makes the heart grow fonder. Sometimes, you need to give the other person the time and the space to think things through, to finally put the gray areas of your relationship in black and white, to hear his thoughts more clearly, and of course, to miss you. Love is acceptance. Love is not about "Superman Complex." You don't love a person because you think he needs rescuing. You can't change a person, you can only love that person enough to make him want to be a better man. Love doesn't have to feel like you're settling. It's about feeling like you've just found one of the world's greatest treasures and not wanting to exchange it for anything in the world. Someday, someone funnier, sweeter, richer, more responsible, much more charming, much more beautiful would come along. Unless you find the person you love perfect just the way he is, perfect in his own imperfection, you would never be contented and happy in this relationship. Love really begins with friendship and familiarity. I used to think that platonic relationships gone romantic, is like putting vinegar in congee. It makes something warm and comfortable, sour. I was foolish in believing that familiarity breeds contempt. I guess, I know better now. The only way to say that you truly love a person is if you know him and what better way to do it than being friends. It relieves you the pressure of being at your best all the time, of being too perfect, of being too good. No pretenses. Seeing the flaws in a person will help you asses if this is a person you see yourself growing old with, someone you think you could listen to, someone you can respect. If the love of your life is also your best friend, I think it's one of the best evidences that God does exist and looking out for you. So often, he or she has become a source of encouragement and comfort, warm feelings or a good laugh, just at the right moment. Often, talking to that person helps you hear your thoughts better and figure out the answers you need. Love is not automatic but manual. You need to work it girl! Love is tough and it needs hard work. Love is like a rose. You need to take care of it or else, it dies. You need to decide and love that person even on days when he's absolutely unlovable, on days when he absolutely drives away every drop for sanity in you, and on days when you just want the earth to swallow you alive. I guess, Love is lifetime effort. After all these learnings, it's difficult to imagine why I'm still loveless. Well, I'm only loveless, not hopeless. Love moves in mysterious ways and I truly believe that a wonderful blessings on his way to find me.
My greatest fear in life is neither death nor not ever finding my ideal man. Rather, it's finding the exact opposite of my ideals, living and falling madly in love with him, and casting all else aside. Some days, it's the scariest thought that keeps me awake in the wee small hours of the morning. Love is an adrenaline rush, an exhilirating roller coaster ride that makes you brave enough to dare and dream. It a wonderful experience to feel it. It brings you happiness, jealousy, sadness, excitement and every other emotion that makes you human and feel alive. Here are my two-cents worth of learnings from loving. Love has to be tested. As fire purifies gold, trials and difficulties can either strengthen the love you feel or ultimately show you that this love isn't true. It's always easy to love a person when everything between you is calm and okay. However, it is difficult to love someone when you are going through tough times. It's difficult to love a person when the world seems to pull the two of you in different directions. If you are able to rise above the challenges, with your love for each other unwavering, then consider yourself, blessed beyond measure. Love is defined by balanced exposure. You can't really be sure if love is what you feel if you're always together doing the same things. You'll know it's love if after being away from each other for some time, if after meeting different people and if after pursuing your own passions in life, and you still carry the torch for the same man or woman, that's love. Absence makes the heart grow fonder. Sometimes, you need to give the other person the time and the space to think things through, to finally put the gray areas of your relationship in black and white, to hear his thoughts more clearly, and of course, to miss you. Love is acceptance. Love is not about "Superman Complex." You don't love a person because you think he needs rescuing. You can't change a person, you can only love that person enough to make him want to be a better man. Love doesn't have to feel like you're settling. It's about feeling like you've just found one of the world's greatest treasures and not wanting to exchange it for anything in the world. Someday, someone funnier, sweeter, richer, more responsible, much more charming, much more beautiful would come along. Unless you find the person you love perfect just the way he is, perfect in his own imperfection, you would never be contented and happy in this relationship. Love really begins with friendship and familiarity. I used to think that platonic relationships gone romantic, is like putting vinegar in congee. It makes something warm and comfortable, sour. I was foolish in believing that familiarity breeds contempt. I guess, I know better now. The only way to say that you truly love a person is if you know him and what better way to do it than being friends. It relieves you the pressure of being at your best all the time, of being too perfect, of being too good. No pretenses. Seeing the flaws in a person will help you asses if this is a person you see yourself growing old with, someone you think you could listen to, someone you can respect. If the love of your life is also your best friend, I think it's one of the best evidences that God does exist and looking out for you. So often, he or she has become a source of encouragement and comfort, warm feelings or a good laugh, just at the right moment. Often, talking to that person helps you hear your thoughts better and figure out the answers you need. Love is not automatic but manual. You need to work it girl! Love is tough and it needs hard work. Love is like a rose. You need to take care of it or else, it dies. You need to decide and love that person even on days when he's absolutely unlovable, on days when he absolutely drives away every drop for sanity in you, and on days when you just want the earth to swallow you alive. I guess, Love is lifetime effort. After all these learnings, it's difficult to imagine why I'm still loveless. Well, I'm only loveless, not hopeless. Love moves in mysterious ways and I truly believe that a wonderful blessings on his way to find me.
Bakit?
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ayun............................. nasa baba ka....................... nagkita tayo...................... nag hello ako.......................... nag hi ka................................. nagtext pa nga diba.................. puta!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bakit????????????? Saklap!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Bakit ngayon pa?????????????????? okay na ko eh................................ kinalimutan na kita..................... bumabalik nanaman ba???????????????? pagtapos natin mag-usap................... di ako makahinga...................... sikip sa dibdib................ ayoko pang umalis................. kaso lang bawal tumambay..................... umakyat na ako................................... naglakad ka na................................. kunwari di ako tumingin.......................... pero sa totoo lang........................ nasayo padin and aking mga mata.......................... puta tingnan mo naman ako!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! nananadja ka ba!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ay t****, oo nga pala!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sino ba naman ako sayo???????????????? kaibigan mo lang diba????????!!!!!!!!!!!!????????_________________________________________________________________________________________________
ayun............................. nasa baba ka....................... nagkita tayo...................... nag hello ako.......................... nag hi ka................................. nagtext pa nga diba.................. puta!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bakit????????????? Saklap!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Bakit ngayon pa?????????????????? okay na ko eh................................ kinalimutan na kita..................... bumabalik nanaman ba???????????????? pagtapos natin mag-usap................... di ako makahinga...................... sikip sa dibdib................ ayoko pang umalis................. kaso lang bawal tumambay..................... umakyat na ako................................... naglakad ka na................................. kunwari di ako tumingin.......................... pero sa totoo lang........................ nasayo padin and aking mga mata.......................... puta tingnan mo naman ako!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! nananadja ka ba!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ay t****, oo nga pala!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sino ba naman ako sayo???????????????? kaibigan mo lang diba????????!!!!!!!!!!!!????????_________________________________________________________________________________________________
Saturday, October 02, 2004
True Love
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My husband is an Engineer by profession, I love him for his steady nature, and I love the warm feeling when I lean against his broad shoulders. Three years of courtship and now, two years into marriage, I would have to admit, that I am getting tired of it. The reasons of me loving him before, has now transformed into the cause of all my restlessness. I am a sentimental woman and extremely sensitive when it comes to a relationship and my feelings, I yearn for the romantic moments, like a little girl yearning for candy. My husband, is my complete opposite, his lack of sensitivity, and the inability of bringing romantic moments into our marriage has disheartened me about love. One day, I finally decided to tell him my decision, that I wanted a divorce. "Why?" he asked, shocked. "I am tired, there are no reasons for everything in the world!" I answered. He kept silent the whole night, seems to be in deep thought with a lighted cigarette at all times. My feeling of disappointment only increased, here was a man who can't even express his predicament, what else can I hope from him? And finally he asked me:" What can I do to change your mind?" Somebody said it right, it's hard to change a person's personality, and I guess, I have started losing faith in him. Looking deep into his eyes I slowly answered : "Here is the question, if you can answer and convince my heart, I will change my mind, Let's say, I want a flower located on the face of a mountain cliff, and we both are sure that picking the flower will cause your death, will you do it for me?" He said :" I will give you your answer tomorrow...." My hopes just sank by listening to his response. I woke up the next morning to find him gone, and saw a piece of paper with his scratchy handwriting, underneath a milk glass, on the dining table near the front door, that goes.... My dear, "I would not pick that flower for you, but please allow me to explain the reasons further.." This first line was already breaking my heart. I continued reading. "When you use the computer you always mess up the Software programs, and you cry in front of the screen, I have to save my fingers so that I can help to restore the programs. You always leave the house keys behind, thus I have to save my legs to rush home to open the door for you. You love traveling but always lose your way in a new city, I have to save my eyes to show you the way. You always have the cramps whenever your "good friend" approaches every month, I have to save my palms so that I can calm the cramps in your tummy. You like to stay indoors, and I worry that you will be infected by infan tile autism. I have to save my mouth to tell you jokes and stories to cure your boredom. You always stare at the computer, and that will do nothing good for your eyes, I have to save my eyes so that when we grow old, I can help to clip your nails,and help to remove those annoying white hairs. So I can also hold your hand while strolling down the beach, as you enjoy the sunshine and the beautiful sand... and tell you the colour of flowers, just like the color of the glow on your young face... Thus, my dear, unless I am sure that there is someone who loves you more than I do... I could not pick that flower yet, and die.. " My tears fell on the letter, and blurred the ink of his handwriting... and as I continue on reading... "Now, that you have finished reading my answer, if you are satisfied, please open the front door for I am standing outside bringing your favorite bread and fresh milk... I rush to pull open the door, and saw his anxious face, clutching tightly with his hands, the milk bottle and loaf of bread.... Now I am very sure that no one will ever love me as much as he does, and I have decided to leave the flower alone... That's life, and love. When one is surrounded by love, the feeling of excitement fades away, and one tends to ignore the true love that lies in between the peace and dullness. Love shows up in all forms, even very small and cheeky forms, it has never been a model, it could be the most dull and boring form.. . flowers, and romantic moments are only used and appear on the surface of the relationship. Under all this, the pillar of true love stands... and that's our life... Love, not words win arguments..._________________When one is surrounded with love, the feeling of excitement fades away and one tends to ignore the TRUE LOVE that lies in between the peace and dullness....
There Can Only Be one
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Once upon a time, there was a teacher and his student lying down under a big tree near a big grass area. Then, suddenly, the student asked the teacher, Student : Teacher, I'm confused, how can we find our soulmate? Can you please help me? Teacher : (Silent for few seconds, then he answers) Well, it's a pretty hard and easy question. Student : (Thinking hard) Huh??? Teacher : Look on that way, there are a lot of grass there, why don't you walk there but please never walk backward, just walk straight ahead. On your way, try to find a beautiful grass and pick it up then give it to me. But just one. Student : Well, ok then... wait for me... (walked straight ahead to the grass field). A few minutes later... Student : I'm back. Teacher : Em, well I don't see any beautiful grass on your hand. Student : On my journey, I found few beautiful grass, but I thought that I would find a better one, so I didn't pick it up. But I didn't realize that I'm at the end of the field, and I hadn't picked up any. Cause you told me not to go back, so I didn't go back. Teacher : That's what happened in real life. What is the message of this story? * Grass - is people around you * Beautiful Grass - is people that attract you * Grass Field - is time * In looking for your soulmate, please don't always compare and hope that there will be a better one. By doing that, you'll waste your lifetime, cause remember "Time Never Goes Back". It applies the same in finding your ideal life partner, your suitable career or business, therefore the morale is LOVE & grab hold of the opportunity that you have now, don't waste time! ~There Can Be Only One
Once upon a time, there was a teacher and his student lying down under a big tree near a big grass area. Then, suddenly, the student asked the teacher, Student : Teacher, I'm confused, how can we find our soulmate? Can you please help me? Teacher : (Silent for few seconds, then he answers) Well, it's a pretty hard and easy question. Student : (Thinking hard) Huh??? Teacher : Look on that way, there are a lot of grass there, why don't you walk there but please never walk backward, just walk straight ahead. On your way, try to find a beautiful grass and pick it up then give it to me. But just one. Student : Well, ok then... wait for me... (walked straight ahead to the grass field). A few minutes later... Student : I'm back. Teacher : Em, well I don't see any beautiful grass on your hand. Student : On my journey, I found few beautiful grass, but I thought that I would find a better one, so I didn't pick it up. But I didn't realize that I'm at the end of the field, and I hadn't picked up any. Cause you told me not to go back, so I didn't go back. Teacher : That's what happened in real life. What is the message of this story? * Grass - is people around you * Beautiful Grass - is people that attract you * Grass Field - is time * In looking for your soulmate, please don't always compare and hope that there will be a better one. By doing that, you'll waste your lifetime, cause remember "Time Never Goes Back". It applies the same in finding your ideal life partner, your suitable career or business, therefore the morale is LOVE & grab hold of the opportunity that you have now, don't waste time! ~There Can Be Only One
Friday, October 01, 2004
Greetings!
Hi there Guys! I hope you enjoy browsing my pages, this is a requirement for my Info. tech class. You can add comments and sugestions if you want. Thanks for visiting. :p
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