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Thursday, March 26, 2009

My Dear Friends....friends that sticks for a lifetime...





"There are friends who pretend to be friends,but there is a friend who stick closer than a brother. Proverbs 18:24"

“ If you encounter so much pain because of the person you loved the most, you will learn to love your friends so much, and discover the reality that friendship is the best relationship and the best example of love.”

Dear, most commonly known as precious..

Friends, a person whom we know likes and trust..

Befriending someone is a way too easy, finding true friends is such a hard way, but being with your real friends, gives us a happy moments and it is like finding a diamond from the high piles of rocks…

I’ve been through finding, i’ve been through befriending and now i am with them already, what i’m talking about is my four Dear Friends… Ate Lynn, Ansky, Ate Gurl and Tolitz.. I’ve never imagined living my life without them..they are like a precious stones in which i’m happy to boast off!

It has been almost two years now, that i have experienced happiness, pains, depression brought by the so called heart affairs , and i was just thinking who among my friends were with me during those times,, and they are my Dear Friends.

We’ve been friends for almost three years now and i can say that even though we don’t see each other that often (because of our duty sched) our friendship is still holding on, Even if we don’t get to talk personally, we still manage to text each other telling how we misses each other and other chikkas, jaja..

Being with my dear friends gives me comfort and solace, and i would never trade them to anything, i may go somewhere and find a new friend there, but they will remain in my heart and still be the dearest friends in my heart …

Maybe they are the gifts that God had given me, i may still be single until now yet i can still feel that there are three friends who loves me most more than a lover could show..

I am so thankful i found my three dearest friends, they are the ones who gives me their back instead of their shoulder when i cried, they’re the one’s who understands me in my most moody days, they’re the ones who keeps on their patience whenever i have the so- called mood swings, jejeje , Thanks a lot..

Thank you for everything!! i hope this friendship will be forever and ever!! miz u miz u, love you guys!! :P

With my Dear friends, everything’s gonna be O.K

Friday, March 20, 2009

Forever you'll be in our heart


Life is too short for those of us who know what love is, for those of us who enjoys someone's company, for those of us who knows what life really is. Sometimes life is so cruel, life is so good..that is why we always pray to God every night before we sleep to give us another life, to give us more blessings, not just us but also our friends, our love ones...

But then there comes a point in our life the we need to bid goodbye to the one we love, in a way we don't expect.. in a way that hurts us the most..

I was shocked this morning when a friend of mine told me, that one of our dear friend just passed away, it was so happen that she is my dear dear friend,, we were together in Boracay, and i didn't expect that it will happen this way.. It hurts, it really hurts, maybe the reason why i am writing this now is because to lessen the pain i am feeling right now.. it really hurts to lose someone.. coz she really means a lot to me.. she's the one who knows everything bout my love life, everything about the guy i really love, and even we parted workplace we still have communication on yahoo messenger, she was the first one to buzz me on my ym when i signed in.. she love's my siomai so much, that even she's in manila and i am in trece she really wants to put an order haaay, im gonna miss her.. the text to the max, her "halu" greets on ym, her "neng" ( she used to call me that). .. i am surely gonna miss her..

I was not able to visit her at UMC , and i was also not able to go to a "quack doctor" people also knows as, Albularyo, to check if it could help her, i was so sorry.. I just want to thank you for everything.. for all the happy memories, and all the advices you've given me, for all the stories you shared with me.. thank you ate.. I hope that God will guide you to see the light, I hope that wherever you re right now you are happy, our prayers will always be with you, and you will always be inmy heart forever.. thank you!! God Bless You!..

On the picture above she's the one making the peace sign.

The lesson that i've learn is that we should always say "i love you to the one we love, for we may never know what will happens to us in the next hour, next minute or next second...

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Apologies & Mistakes..



Life is what we make it, but that doesn't mean that when me commit a mistake it was really our fault. There are things that we don not want to happen, but unluckily, it happens in a way we don't expect...

Before i was trying to pull myself out of love, i am having a hard time to forget someone but now, i don't know, i met someone ,and he is a good guy, so sweet, so caring , so thoughtful.. almost everything that you are looking for on a man. almost everything..i thought he was my soul mate, i already found my counterpart, maybe because we were just of the same age.. maybe yes i found him already..
But i had a big mistake, a mistake that led him to go away,and somehow forget me..
We talked and we were ok, then after a day, we were not ok again, i thought that the talks we had, had paved the anger away , but it didn't, sabi niya sa akin "hindi sana tayo ganito kung hindi nagawa yon, kung hindi nangyari yon.."

I already did my part, i apologized, but if it wasn't enough, i don't know what else to do. My friends told me that it was not that big mistake, we were not yet a lover and yet he is acting like one, but for me, i don't want him to go , i don't want to lose him. But if this is what he wants, maybe this is the time to say , that yes i am giving up, I love Him, and i am happy when he is around.. but if he is not .. then maybe it's the end..

"We have to realize that love is not enough to make a relationship work, We need trust, respect, time effort and total commitment. if a person doesn't show respect, doesn't earn your trust, and cannot keep a promise. Then No matter how many times they say "i love you ", those words will be empty! Take time to listen to what they don't say, Take time to look at what they don't show, because there are secrets hidden beneath words! So don't let passion but wisdom decide for you.. love wisely because its never easy to love and get hurt.."

This is the text he sent me.. I don't know what else to say.. all i know is that I Love Him...

Boracay getaway...!!!!



















Monday, March 16, 2009

My adventures in Boracay..




My officemates and I went to Boracy last February 24- 27 2009.. It was our long awaited trip, because we have already planned for it way back October 2008.
We had a promo plane ticket from Cebu Pacific, i had my two-way ticket cost P2,905.00, while some of my friends got it at around P1,700.00. There was no regret about the price because the experience of having been at boracay was priceless..

Tuesday morning, Feb. 24'09 at around 7:30 am,My Friends and i agreed to meet at Tanza F.X terminal so that we could have our ride there on our way to NAIA terminal 3. I got to the F.X terminal first and waited for my friends. Sad to say when i got there, there was a long line of passengers waiting for a vehicle to come.. I thought that there would be no way for me and my friends to be at NAIA by 10:30 am because our flight is by 11:30 am . And so i approached the dispatcher and asked if there was an available van i could rent going to NAIA,and luckily, there was, so i waited for my six friends to come and we're ready to go. We paid the van P800.00 costing us at around P145.00 each, well it's good enough, so as to wait for the line and be late for the flight, haha, it was my first time to ride on an airplane, woohooo!!!

At the airport went to kalibo line and had our baggage check ,we also met there our three friends from manila, and my four other friends who will also be going with us. All in all we are 14 Tourists to that effect, jajaja. Our flight was delayed and we had our take off at around 12:00 noon.We arrived at Kalibo airport at around 12:55 noon , we paid the terminal fee of 200, i think it includes the environmental fee,we rented a van for 200 each (to bring us to katiclan a two hour drive from kalibo) and it inludes the fair to the ferry boat that brought us to Boracay Island. But before we rode the ferry, We had our Lunch at Andoks, i had my meal there at P80.00

When we got to Boracay Island some tourist guide went our way and give us fliers on places where we could stay. We told them that we are looking for a cheap but a good place to stay in. We rode a jeepney which cost P10.00 each to bring us to Boracay Station 3.

When we got to Station 3 we checked a place but it cost too high, so we checked the second place where the tourist guide showed us,ate fe talked to the manager and we agreed on the amount, THe Place is named as The Queens Hotel, the manager and staff were so accommodating. We had our rent there for P500.00 each for one day, which only cost me P1,500.00 for my 3 nights of stay. The room i was into is good for four persons. we had our first Dinner at D'Mall it is the famous place at Bora where you could buy all your pasalubongs , clothes and where you could find many restaurants, from flipino dishes to Japanese and many other asian cuisines.There were also a place where you could buy the biggest HAlo Halo , but we were not able to eat on it because our stomach were always full and no place for it, jaja The Shoppe was named Halowitch ( if im right).

We had our first night taking pictures on the different estaBLIShment we could see on our way to D' Mall. We ate there at Inasal, I had my Dinner there at around P135.00 Plus a Sisig which cost P125.00

We bought some stuff for pasalubong on our way back to station where our hotel is situated.

Wednesday Feb. 25,we had our first breakfast there at Andoks again,i had my breakfast there at around P75.00, then after breakfast we had our island hopping, which cost us 250 peso per head , it also includes the accessories for snorkeling..
it was so sunny and hot and the waves had my two friends got dizzy, and threw up.

We went to Magic island and stayed there for lunch, we had someone to cook our food there which we brought D' Mall talipapa after eating our breakfast, The food coast almost P1, 300.00 plus 300 for the cook , we divide it into 9 , and we just paid in small amount. That is an advantage when you go to place with many friends , you got to share with the foods and other expenses.

We also went to Crystal cove and paid P150.00 for the entrance fee.. haaay the bad part is that you can not enjoy your stay there if you don't have the money, it seems like every move , every place , you need to pay, but then it is really worth it..

After our Island hopping we went to Boracay Church at around 4:30 Pm , because it was Ash Wednesday. We paid the Tricylce P50.00 When we got to the church they were already praying the rosary in english Languange, but then after the rosary, they started the novena and i was stunned, i can't understand there dialect. My friend says it was said in bisaya, Good heavens the priest talked in english when the Mass started.. For our Dinner we ate at an ihawan place, there was no name if i am right, but they have a very tasty grilled food. I ordered inihaw na tenga at inihaw na bituka ng manok( chicken gizzarad) it was spicy and soo tasty.. I had my dinner at P65.00

Feb. 26, we thought that we will be leaving the place by ten a.m because we also wanted to stay in kalibo, but then we haven't explored the whole Bora, and we still have many things to do , so we decided to stay for another night. In the morning, we had our separate places to go to, Ate Girl and I went to D Mall talipapa to buy some pasalubong, we also ate our breakfast their, For the pasalubong i think i spend P2000.00 After buying pasalubong and we went to our hotel again and get ready for henna tattoo.. i had my henna on my back and right leg, it was a dolphin on the sun on my back shoulder, while a gecko (also known as a lizard on Boracay) on my right leg. After having our henna tattoo, we went helmet diving, it was an under water experienced i really won't forget, i saw fishes of different sizes and colors, i stayed there for only 10 moins, i guessed because i am nervous and i feel dizzy, so when i went up i threw up..Helmet Diving cost P600.00 including a cd with photos underwater.

After the helmet diving me and my friends bathed at the beach , we were so happy, happy that at last we were at Bora, ... haaaay..After Dinner at Big Mammas we stayed in our rooms and when i went out my two guy friends bought a tequilla, all of us ended in staying at the beachfront drinking tequila and sharing our stories that happened the whole day...

Feb 27, ate Lyn, me, and ate Girl had our breakfast at The Queens Hotel , my other friends had their brekfast at other place because we were only the one's who woke up late due to the othr nights hang over, haha..I had my Filipino breakfast there at P135.00

we were on our way to the airport by 10:30 a.m , we rode a fast ferry which cost 35.00 per head heading to katiclan port and then we rode a van for 200.00 each again to kalibo airport, It took us a 2 hour drive from there to the airport.We take off at around 1:00 pm and landed at NAiA airport at around 1:55 Pm...

It was really a nice and exciting trip that i won't forget, hoping that someday, me and my special someone could go there too.. haaay .. jaja

Yani's Tips;

Things to Bring on a long hour trips;

1. Rosary
2. a small pillow
3. bottle of water
4. hanky or tissue paper
5.chocolates if you get hungry easily/ other wise crackers
6. candies
7. Bubble gum (if your riding a plane)
8. wallet( includes atm, credit cards,and identification cards)

Getting There..


another blog of mine..
Published last
July 4, 2008 by hunny08yani

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Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for a while, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never, ever the same(Flavia Weedn, Forever, ©
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I’ve never imagined that life as a grown up, would be really far different from kiddie days…

problems & trials , becomes much bigger and more complicated.. And i realized that A Kiss on the cheek, a scoop of ice cream and a bag full of candies can not be an answer for a bleeding heart..

I had a chat with my two dear friends yesterday, they’ve told me that i am now on the right track again, haha,(after the broken heart days).. and they said that they are really happy for me, ..

They just can’t stop teasing me on on how i acted before(crying while saying, "ayoko, xa lang ang luv ko, gusto ko xa lng, ayoko ng iba, gusto ko si hunny lng, d ko pla kaya ng wala xa", and the never ending texts telling them that i missed HIM so much..)

And now i can’t help my self to stop laughing on what i’ve said and done, i thought i can’t live without him, that i can never be the same happy yanie again , but hey! im alright now! back to normal again ehhe..

I just want to thank my dear friends Ate Lyn, Ansky& Gurl for the never ending advices that they have given me, the long talks and for giving me their time to go to the mall just to kill time and ease the pain of longing haha..And also to Daniel for being so serious on telling me what to do, in order to forget The GUY!(coz i did’nt expect him to be )

And also i would like to thank J ** N for letting me know that life is really so sweet, and for bringing back the colours that faded for awhile, hehe

And to my sis ,jhulz, tnx for the treats as always, hehe, im still looking forward for your Hong Kong treat! Just wait for my body to shape up and trim down haha, Thanks again!!

Now i am back to normal again, getting started and getting tougher and tougher( i hope so) jeje,

I am back to my small business again, making chocolate candies, and still trying to perfect the craft.. i hope that i can find people who can give me advices and tips to enhance my skills and chocolate making and baking as well…

This is it! Im getting there again! haha

Nowhere to Run..

This is my first blog on my friendster account.. hope you'll find time to read it, tnx
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Published last June 9, 2008

I am sad… I feel dejected, desolate… I am blue…down hearted…., one word with so many meanings, but all of the same feelings… Why do we cry after laughing out loud?Why do we need to be happy, if we are going to be sad afterwards? Why can’t we just be happy and stay that way forever? Why does life seems to be unfair? Or is it just me who is just thinking that way? Yeah right! Maybe I am just thinking that way,, I do have a happy family, a very happy family, I came from a clan who loves gatherings, pot lucks, and everything to that effect… a very supportive clan, from either side of my parents..I don’t have any problem with friends, money, & relatives…What more can I ask for? I am complete! Right?!

AM I? How about you? Do you think I’m complete?

When I was just a little girl, if my memory serves me right, I can still remember that a slice of a goldilocks cake, a cup of magnolia or nestle ice cream, a chips named chickadees(not in the market now), would already make me happy… different toy guns from my dad (wrapped on a newspaper), who wanted me to be a police, a set of doctors instruments from my mom brand new from the palengke(market) , clays with animal molders from my sis, bought from the ever famous ABC shop, (owned by our neighbor situated beside our elementary school)..Would make me complete… simple things, yet for me are priceless, so precious and incomparable…coz they are from my family…

Simple things yet make me happy…

But now as I grew older I realized many things, and I can see that life is getting complicated as the day goes by… From the not so known to branded clothes, from silver to gold, from advan to adidas, from beach walk to havainas, from Johnson’s baby cologne to dolce & gabbana, Christian Dior and many more… From simple to fabulous things… yet I am not contented.. I want more… As I grew older I’ve encountered many things that showed me what life really is, how complicated and frivolous it may seem and on how I can managed to survived this doggie-dog world…

How am I going to describe life? Aaaaaaaaahhhhhhh well… “life is like a box of chocolate ,you’ll never know what you’ll gonna get next”,, haha excerpt from my favorite movie Forrest Gump,, well for me , life is like a white ball with rainbow colored dots, showing the happy moments I had and still experiencing , with some black specks that shows the problem and trials I’ve gone through and still experiencing, with water inside that are ready to spill out whenever I experience pain, sadness…ahh, that’s life… Now I am already 23 years old, i’ve got a good job, good friends and as what I’ve said earlier I’ve almost got everything…But hey, I didn’t realized that after graduating from college life would be like these complicated, that we can’t just be pleased and stop crying on just a cup of ice cream… I’ve got a good job, good work, but I am not happy… I’ve learned that we really can not please everybody… and it’s quite bad for me… There’s this office mate of mine who is already past 50 years old, it just seems that he really doesn’t like me, that for him everything that I do is wrong, one day we had a big fight, he told me that I am pending my work, which was not true, we ended up shouting at each other the next day and until now we are not talking at each other, I do not apologized to people whom I know I didn’t annoy or exasperate at my own will… But until now, he still keeps on telling people lies that would make me look bad for other people… haaaay, that’s why I am not happy.. I don’t want to have problem with other people but it just started..

What can I do.. I am just a simple person with lots of dreams, I love reading books, watching movies, going to the mall, hanging out with friends… simple pleasures will do… I love giving advices, and hearing other peoples problem and stories… Love .. love ;;; love

Oh love? Uhmmm.. I am a bit overtaken by the word love: love is a feeling of passionate affection or personal attachment with another person right? Hay, I am afraid to fall in love again, I don’t know why, maybe because I still love him…or maybe because I’m afraid to get hurt again? Why do we need to get hurt when we fall in love? Why can’t we just stay in love forever? And live with a happy ending? Why cant’ we just realized that the person courting us is not the right person for us, that in time he will just make me cry? Or is it just that I just still don’t know how a good relationship would work? Why does when it comes to love, all of my systems are being affected? I can’t eat, I cry, I don’t know when would my tear glands stops.. my hearts beats really fasts.. what’s wrong with me? All I know was that when he told me ho love me , I said I love him too..i just want him to be happy, us to be happy , … I followed everything he says to avoid misunderstandings, he is so sweet, intelligent, witty and like me he is just a simple guy.. he loves to eat, on a cozy restaurant, on fast food chains, at a carinderia, sa ihawan sa kanto then to a nearby bakery… were happy, so happy , then one day … I felt that there’s something wrong, the daily txt messages was lessened, the talks on the phone was lessened, all the dates were cancelled and when we’re together? It seems that the glow in his eyes are gone, until one day, he told me that I don’t deserve him, that there are much better guys than him… I said no because I loved him so much, Why can’t I have him, yet I’ve accepted everything in him? … Why is life so cruel? Until now I’m still waiting.. I don’t know how to move on, yet I know he is happy already…. I don’t know where to run.. I don’t know what to do.. all I know is that I still love him.. what will I do.. Why does life need to be this way… Can you tell me what happiness is? Can you show me how to be happy again? Why can’t we be happy and stay that way forever? Why? …